Day 13

Trapped

I feel alone, trapped.
I don't know what to do.
I can't figure out what there is to do.
I fell sick to the stomach.
I can't figure out why.
I cry because I know he is leaving, why can't I stop?
I miss him terribly, but he is caught by his own wave.
I feel like I'm the one crashing upon the shore.
He cannot feel my pain because he is mentally distracted.
I wait here for hours.
I hear things that I shouldn't.
I still can't believe what I hear.
I want to tell someone, but I am trapped.
What I heard can hurt two people, but should the truth be told?
I'm afraid to say anything.
I don't want the happiness to fade between them.
What am I supposed to do?
I can't fix the loneliness.
Too far apart we drift away.
Like two little sea boats floating in the bay.


I couldn't put my thoughts into a paragraph, so I had to write a poem.
It's very confusing.
It's not about just two people. It's about five people. It starts off with a young couple. Then, it goes to people who have dated before. They still have a little bit of passion for each other, but don't do anything about it. They are now good friends. The girl has a boyfriend and what the boyfriend doesn't know is that his girlfriend has kissed her ex. The boyfriend is a very sensitive and I am afraid to tell him because I do not know what will happen between them. I like to see her happy, but I hate knowing that shes ruining her relationship. That's when I become stuck and don't know what to do. Then, it goes back to the young couple in the beginning. It's pretty obvious how I actually feel.

Thank You!