Day 2

 Today started off kinda strange. I woke up and I couldn't figure out whether it was Sunday or Monday. I didn't know if I should or shouldn't go back to sleep. I got to talk to Travis this morning and I had this burst of something that made me feel all giddy about him. I still haven't figured out what it was that made me feel that way, but it must of been something good.

   When I got to school I got this good feeling that made me think that this week won't be as bad as last week. Alaynie (one of my good friends) gave me some newspaper clippings on some exercises that she wanted me to try out. She has been wanting me to stop ranting on about how fat I am.  I think that it will be difficult to stop saying that, I don't know.

•  First hour- we took a test on a book that is amazingly wonderful, even though a lot of people despise the book. 
  

• Second hour-I seriously forgot.
  

• Third hour - Reviewed French, got homework, and tomorrow we have a oral exam. Wonderful!
  

• Fourth hour- Math class. I didn't finish my test so I have to stay for make-ups. Gay!
  

• Fifth hour-Science class. It was OK, but I actually learned something. Weird, usually I can never understand what that man is trying to say.
  

• Sixth hour- P.E. That was boring as hell, but me and Alaynie got some things down, and the whole time we walked all you could hear from her was, "Aw Johnathan is staring at you." Somewhat strange, but funny.
  

• Seventh hour- Louisiana History. Got my test back, and now I am afraid that I will get a flag on my report card. Mrs. Roberts was pissed at the time too, so that didn't make it any better.
  

That was part of my day!

I had an "I know how you feel" moment.

I'm sorry babe.

I hope I didn't make you feel bad.
I know.....
I showed Dylan Jessie's myspace page, and now I think he is interested.
Great!
BTW...Caleb is one of Jessie's best friends, did you know that?
I bet you didn't.
Oh yeah and did you see that Caleb is number one on her top friends?
I bet you didn't!
I think Caleb is lying to us both.
HYPOCRITE!
It's weird how I care about Caleb, but think about it, I HATE JESSIE SO FUCKING MUCH THAT I WANT TO TIE HER TO A CHAIR WHERE SHE CAN'T MOVE WHATSOEVER AND THEN SLOWLY CUT HER HEAD OFF WITH A RAZOR BLADE.
I have never felt this much hate for anyone....EVER!
I really want her to die.
I want her to suffer.
I just can't wait till she is gone.
FOR GOOD!!!!!!




Here is one of my recent photos I have taken at our camp.